Back to this blog i guess... 'ave been wanting to update this for a long long while. Just never got down to do it.
A lot of things happened, I guess you could say it shook me up and brought me back to whom I was.
Missed a lot of things. Missed Her, Missed the camp, Missed the chance to go overseas, Missed my class gathering.. and a whole bunch of other misses.
What I missed the most is the atmosphere of my family before my brother was diagnosed with cancer.
Its crumbling apart.
The Locks Have Keys
The Blades Are Blind
The Fear Is Mortal
The End Unseen
The Dawn's Far
The Night's Deep
The unknown and uncertainty keeps my heart awake.
The raging seas and falling rain seethes slowly in.
My wall is crumbling apart.
Opened.
Unprotected.
Never got to be a child my age.
And never will be.
Forced Thinking
Coerced Maturity
Imposed Selflessness
Exposed Selfishness
I'm not the me I want to be.
But who is?
This babbling is getting old.
The fear is getting dull.
Thy emotion got rusty
End It.
All I want is a normal family and childhood.
All I want is affirmation and a hug.
All I want is not meant to be.
Try This Out!
Some things that descibes me XD
| What do your eyes say about you? |
| Eyes of Passion |
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| What is Your Inner Element? |
 The Element of Water You are the Water that flows throughout the earth to maintain life, and the force that shapes our planet. Very emotional, you are keen to other peoples feelings, and make a truly wonderful friend. Water has the most intuition and psychic energy than any of the other elements. So if you have ever thought that maybe it was something more than your "gut feeling", listen to that instinct more, it will take you places! You are very receptive, but also extremely sensitive... often too emotional. You have an over active, imaginative mind; and alot of the time you find yourself in your own reality. You have a very subtle, persistant, and even sometimes intense nature about you. You are a very loyal, caring lover, and your relationships tend to last a time. You are very kind, sympathetic, romantic, impressionable, mystical, adaptable, and changeable. The drawbacks for the element Water include: you are susceptible to accidents in the home, prone towards becoming a victim of theft, are very secretive & jealous, you have a quick, hot temper, hive a higher susceptibility to drugs + alcohol, are easily drawn into unpredictable situations, and to unbalanced people. |
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