Its been a while since i blogged.
I have such mixed feeling right now I dunno how to put it across. I had a tiff with her and it's been bothering me a lot. Hopefully it doesn't affect my training camp tmr (25/09/07~29/09/07)
Its like.. I don't really know what life means for me anymore... its not the tiff that made me feel this way.. when you look at it, death is all that awaits us in the end, the life is only such a small period in the infinite universe.
Its up to you how you fill up your life, but for us modern people, we spend it studying about 1/4 of our lifes. I want to do more and more, so much more, but it seems that i'm bounded by restrictions. There's so many things I wanna do, so many experiences I've yet to have, so many so many other stuffs. But i can't do them all *a sad smile*. I can only try my best, to fulfill each one of them, slowly, one by one.
I wanna leave my mark, in the time and space where i've ever existed, so as not to be forgotten by either man or the continuum alike. ^^ but the fact i choose this road in my life, i've not regretted, even though i cant have all i wished, i got more then what i wanted. Company, friends, experiences i'd never thought i tried, and meeting her. Sitting together playing a simple but silly game of Quao, sitting down together playing dota together, squash, basketball, Eric's house ^^, If i'm not following this road down my life, i'd think i'll regret it more.
So even though i'm upset with one matter right now, this post will remind me, there are so many other things to be glad about.
Thanks to my family, friends and myself.
I love my life ^^
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Some things that descibes me XD
| What do your eyes say about you? |
| Eyes of Passion |
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| What is Your Inner Element? |
 The Element of Water You are the Water that flows throughout the earth to maintain life, and the force that shapes our planet. Very emotional, you are keen to other peoples feelings, and make a truly wonderful friend. Water has the most intuition and psychic energy than any of the other elements. So if you have ever thought that maybe it was something more than your "gut feeling", listen to that instinct more, it will take you places! You are very receptive, but also extremely sensitive... often too emotional. You have an over active, imaginative mind; and alot of the time you find yourself in your own reality. You have a very subtle, persistant, and even sometimes intense nature about you. You are a very loyal, caring lover, and your relationships tend to last a time. You are very kind, sympathetic, romantic, impressionable, mystical, adaptable, and changeable. The drawbacks for the element Water include: you are susceptible to accidents in the home, prone towards becoming a victim of theft, are very secretive & jealous, you have a quick, hot temper, hive a higher susceptibility to drugs + alcohol, are easily drawn into unpredictable situations, and to unbalanced people. |
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